Xinying.

2010-07-22T08:01:00.003-07:00

LOL, I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT MY BLOG.
KAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY-.-
abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwXYZ :D

2010-05-03T05:18:00.001-07:00

FATFATFATFATFAT! ):
Okay, starting from tmr.
Morning vitasoy, no lunch, then dinner eat at home.
OR
Morning vitasoy, lunch, no dinner.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, LOL.
I FEEL LIKE A !@#$%&*( PERSON.

2010-04-28T04:09:00.000-07:00

I wanna play netball, badly ):
& I miss 37084709 ):
&& school's boring ):

2010-04-10T21:46:00.000-07:00

WOO, ONE IS LIKE PRO, THE OTHER KID IS LIKE PRO (FOR HIS AGE) + SUPERDUPER CUTE! (INSERT EXCLAIMATION MARKSZXC). THE I'M YOURS IS DAMN CUTE. THE OTHER IS LIKE NICE LO. LOL.

2010-04-09T19:59:00.000-07:00

Will I ever get a chance?
I think I did, but ...

2010-04-07T12:41:00.001-07:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO, WHEN ARE YOU PEOPLE FREE ?! ):

2010-04-06T12:32:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
OKAY, I'M BOREDZXC.
IT'S 3.34AM AND I CAN'T SLEEP.
HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI :D
-.-

2010-03-31T07:39:00.001-07:00

HI PRISCILLA LAU~
LOL :D

2010-03-20T10:32:00.000-07:00

March Class outing to Seoul Garden.

Oh, and Jiabao's question made me laugh.

Jiabao: Everytime with your class outing.

Me: Huh, LOL.

Hee, I love my class :], well ex class ):

2010-03-14T08:20:00.000-07:00

YAY, UPDATES.
I BOUGHT A CAMERA TODAY, DAMN IT POCKET GOT HOLE NOW ):
it's not those DSLRs that people are using.
And fyi, some people think that people using compact cameras are ignorant. WTF.
Anw, so I spent alot of money after I got my pay -.-
I bought a Nikon compact camera and an addidas watch.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH, NO MORE SHOPPING FOR ME ):

2010-03-13T08:05:00.001-08:00

I WANNA SHOP! ):

2010-03-10T08:52:00.000-08:00

I CALL THIS LOVE :D

2010-03-04T07:32:00.000-08:00

TMR IS THE 2ND LAST DAY OF WORK
D:

2010-03-03T06:24:00.000-08:00

Wah, I suddenly think that my brother is like damn kind even though he's like violent -.-
He always helped me and my sister to do stuffs like bring this and bring this without complain, most of the time, and he will like give us money if we ask from him, even though it's not alot like one or two dollars.

And today something my grandma told me made me think that he's a freaking kind and good person. His school is doing a donation drive and he donated 30$. WHO IN THE RIGHT MIND AND IN PRIMARY SCHOOL WILL DONATE 30$ I ASK YOU. When my dad and grandma told him to just donate 10$, he cried. He said he's willing to use his ang bao money and since he got 100$ today for progress award, he said he still left 70$. AND NOW WE FOUND OUT THAT HE PUT 50$ BEHIND OUR BACK INTO THE DONATION ENVELOPE. SEE HOW KIND MY BROTHER IS, OH MY GOD I DIDN'T EVEN REALISE.

But he's too stubborn sometimes.
Okay bye.
-.-

2010-03-03T06:09:00.000-08:00

2010-03-03T05:46:00.000-08:00

HEYHEYHEYHEYHEY! :D

Today went to the medical checkup with Chaoyan, Jesslyn and Renee.
Damn funny I tell you, medical checkup let them make until damn funny.
Some content MIGHT SOUND WRONG, so if you doesn't want to read then navigate away!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

Firstly, woke up at 10.30 auto -.- Starve myself as need to take height and weight later. LOL, I damn freaking hungry. Chaoyan starve herself also, Jesslyn couldn't tahan and gave in to the temptation of food during noon. Met them at 1pm - which of course everybody was late, wait for Renee and off to SATA Jurong.

Walked and don't know where the hell is SATA Jurong, found it through some maxicash advert. Went and registered. I didn't know it's was only a chest X-Ray, and so I went to ask a stupid question : Do I need to take off my earrings ? (since it's like metal). The person reply me : Take off earrings for what, you only to take off your bra. Chaoyan who is like behind me heard it and was laughing like hell, like SERIOUSLY HELL.

Okay, first stop: Room one for X-Ray.
We were supposed to tell the person when was our last period, chaoyan and me was like huh. I don't know. Jesslyn replied Jan since she's like irregular and the shocking question came. The person ask her, "ARE YOU PREGNANT?". HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, Jesslyn was then like stunned and reply, "HUH?! Er, no." LAUGH OUT LOUD! &for the X-Ray, we were like supposed to wear a purple colour gown and tie our hair up which made us look like we're going for sauna or something. When in and did our X-Ray. Then the person handed us a cup, PEE AND GO ROOM 13, she said. LOL!

Chaoyan was all set for peeing whereas Jesslyn was like "I NOW NO PEE" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. After everyone was done, AND YES I DID SKIP A PART OF WHAT HAPPENED CAUSE IT'S LIKE -.-. Yes so as I was saying, after everyone was done, Chaoyan wanted to see everyone's pee. She was like comparing and comparing and she say what her pee got black particles -.- And I think we spend about 15mins to 20mins in the toilet screaming and yelling and laughing like mad women, like seriously we were damn loud. Then with embarassment we cross the room to room 13 with our cups, they used a strip to test it and ask us to go throw the pee and the cup away.

Went back and chaoyan was like, WAIT FOR ME, WE THROW THE PEE TOGETHER -.- SHE DAMN HIGH LA PLEASE, SHE HIGH UNTIL HER PULSE IS LIKE 107 -.- After than went to doctor room, I went in first. After that jesslyn went in and when she came out she was like WTH MY FAMILY DOCTOR ALSO NEVER TOUCH ME THE DOCTOR HERE TOUCH MY STOMACH. LOLLLLLLLLLLL! after that chaoyan went in and she asked a damn stupid question as her pulse is like high. she asked, DOCTOR WILL I GET A HEART ATTACK? LMAOS LA, SHE DAMN CUTE PLEASEEEEEEEE. Then Renee went in and came out. We saw Chaoyan's primary school friend who was a Korean as also just nice ask me what to do for the robe and where is room 13. LOL! And all of them are from SP, SIANZXC. She asked for her number and her course. And it's like damn weird cause I shouted at her as she's quite far, "IS SHE YOUR NEW FRIEND THAT YOU JUST KNOW OR OLD ONE." LOL, then she damn paiseh :X Cause all of us don't believe is her primary school friend.

The medical checkup went quickly. After that we went to VARI NICE and eat. And we went to boonlay for PERCY JACKSON AND THE LIGHTNING THEIF. Called Melissa Poon like o92816481 times but she never pick up. So Jesslyn left a message and we went on to watch the movie.

PERCY JACKSON IS LIKE SO NICE CAN. Firstly, THE MAIN LEAD IS HOT! Secondly, IT'S JUST NICE. LOL! I know percy jackson aren't supposed to be a scary movie or what. But Jesslyn and me screamed our lungs out. The first scream was when they were spilt up to look for the first pearl and the women came grabbing Annabeth. The second scream I don't remember when but I was scared by JESSLYN'S SCREAM INSTEAD OF THE MOVIE, SHE SCREAMED RIGHT INTO MY EARS. And FYI, she even screamed in TWILIGHT and not because of Robert Pattison, so you get what I mean.

After that went to walk around bought coloured socks -.- and walk around somemore then bused home to meet Nicholas. Nicholas told me about work stuffs and all and we went home.
AND I'M GOING TO SLEEP NOW CAUSE I'VE GOT WORK TMR, BYE.

2010-03-02T04:43:00.000-08:00

Went plaza to check if my pay came in alr not.
But the stupid machine don't do passbook now.
And the atm spoil, how lucky am I.

Anyway, saw Jesslyn at plaza just now.
Guess what, our guess yesterday at work is like damn zhun can.
Somebody is definately spying on us for sandip.
Today he scolded Nicholas they all for the ice cream incident yesterday.
What the hell, the ice cream melting of course run out and eat right.
If not eat there and let it drip onto the carpeted floor meh.
Never use head to think one loh.
Last week alr still want to quarrel.

But on the brighter side, Mr Bean gave me a postcard when I bought Beancurd from them.
It's like so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee, and it makes me happy.
Like seriously happy, because of the words on the postcard.
Spread the love and happiness people :D

Medical checkup with Jesslyn, Chaoyan and Renee tmr.
AH, I'M SCARED! NO BLOOD TEST PLEASE ):

2010-03-01T21:58:00.000-08:00

Jesslyn's Mum: Sorry uh.
Me: HUH?!
Jesslyn's Mum: Cause I heard that Jesslyn keep bully you.
Jesslyn: Shows some kind of retartded face.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

2010-02-20T05:27:00.000-08:00

3 days of despressing is enough.
HOHO, I'M BACK PEOPLE.
OKAY SIAO.
BYE.

2010-02-19T05:41:00.000-08:00

I think I've made a wrong decision.

2010-02-18T05:51:00.000-08:00

I was naive to think that our relationship had improved.
I didn't knew you think of me that way.
How wonderful, I feel damn stupid.

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-All she knows how to do is to use the com everyday.
-She study until no school want her, that's why run all the way to hougang.

You can't even get the place right for goodness sake. If I was to use the com whole day long, why do I bother to go to work. What's the point of me studying when all you know is, "Her studies sucks and the school doesn't accept her and blahblahblah."

Well, fuck you.

2010-02-15T05:59:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentines and Chinese New Year people!
IT'S V DAY AND CNY TOGETHER.
How cool can that be!
Cool until I have to work, so pathetic. LOL ~

Went to Vivo city with class on Saturday,
it's been so long since I've saw the class.
I MISS YOU GUYS LIKE SO DAMN MUCHZXC.
The DPA guys' fashion sense somehow turned better ?
Hahahahahahaha, due to poly fashion sense also become nicer ?

I love how we can talk with anyone who is standing beside each other.
I love how we can crap no matter with who.
I love how we remember and took the effort to come together again.
I love how we can hug and camwhore no matter boy or girl.
I love how we talked no matter the race and religion.
I love how we can play retarded games together.
I love how we can watch each other play the retarded games and laugh like hell.
I love how we lied and stared at the stars.
I love how we said "I miss insertname, why isn't he/she here?!"
I love how we try to include everyone.
I love you guys for being part of 37084709.
We'll always come out together for gathering yeah! :D

Will upload the photos soon. I need to find the cable first -.-

2010-02-09T05:34:00.001-08:00

I'm sad ):
Missed the shopping trip with kx and the surprise birthday for cuitian. My fever are on and off. And everytime I slept, I couldn't sleep more than half an hour. It's like I ate the medicine, the fever was cooling off. I was happy and comfortable although I'm feeling damn freaking cold, went to sleep. After 1/2 hour, woke up feeling all hot and sweaty with my fever burning high up again. Went to the doctor today, temperature 39.0, had the same illness as last year. Throat infection till high fever. I also think that the medicine are really not working on me this time round, I'm still running a fever and feeling all dreamy and sometimes lightheaded sometimes head pain until want to vomit. And I suspect that Nicholas passed it to me loh, cause the doctor ask if the people around me is sick too. Ha, got 3days mc. I think 3 days not enough lo, and I think when I go back I'll be like slaughtered for missing work for like 4days in a row. And Celestine, IS YOUR WORK STILL FINDING PEOPLE ? ):

Facebook is currently being a bitch! ):

2010-02-08T07:24:00.001-08:00

Hoho,
I'm feeling super giddy now, as if I'm dreaming.
Am I dreaming, eh I not sure leh.
Fever suckszxc!

Went to work today morning with a terrible cough.
Coughing my guts out man.
then slowly I started feeling colder and colder till wearing 3shirts is not enough.
I wore my home shirt, the blue uniform and nicholas jacket but still trembling behind the board.
Then nose started running, legs feeling numb, head damn pain.
And although I didn't eat yet that time, I began to feel like vomitting when Jess and Nic talked about Mr Bean. I almost vomitted -.-
That time still haven't fever yet.

Thanks Jesslyn and Nicholas for covering me at work.
They did all the work when I was there behind the board whining nonstop (Ha).
I'm also sorry for screaming at Jesslyn and Nicholas.
My temper got in the way, there's no excuse to why I screamed at you guys.
So I'm terribly sorry.
But Jess, next time don't take 50mins break kay, although I was slacking my whole time behind the board lah.
I'm sorry for showing my black face to Melissa too, SORRY!
But she's like damn cute, even smaller size then mal.
Thanks to Tess for hugging me and asking me to take care, drink loads of water and visit the toilet often(?!). It makes me feel alot better.
Thanks to Jack for calling Sandip for me, if I call he sure say I lie. F.

Took the bus and went home, during the bus trip I was hurting so bad that I slept in discomfort throughout the journey, unconscious to everything. Missed my stop and only woke up at the interchange. Walked home, feeling super hot. Took temperature, 39.2. Damn nice. The discomfort got hold of me and I broke down. It's like damn silly to cry when you're only having a fever. But I always do that, to use the tears to bring the heat away from my body ? Ah, whatever.

Kesmeen came over to my house at 8pm plus. Got to thank her man, her appearance makes me feel much much more better alr. She whined about how PJ sucks and her school stuff, her subjects and all. It makes me feel all normal again, her "are you okay, ieven if you H1N1 I also not scared." makes me feel sososososososo happy. Hee, maybe because she said it as she tio H1N1 before. And during that period of time, what she do and wear at home is like hilarious. Thanks buddy! Ily :D

Ohyeah, I didn't know so many people stalk me on my blog. (Shy) HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, OI TAG LA PEOPLE. (If you have any comments, not those kind of zxczxc-you-know-what-I-meant tags.) I thought I only write for the sake of myself, and therefore since nobody is reading I might not blog anymore. Oh if you just tag, "Hi, tagged. tag mine too." You might as well go and die and don't tag me. Ha, yes I'm weird. But that's me for you.

I hope I can make it tmr for the shopping trip with Kaixin. Urgh!

--

I knew the answers to my previous problem today.
Because all that I feared had all came true.
And you had no idea about it. It's hurtful.
Maybe I'm just too sensitive and inconsiderate.
I'm selfish but I don't know what to say.
Ah, F.

2010-02-07T04:02:00.000-08:00

Hoho, took alot of photos during work.
Still comtemplating if I should post it up.
Cause there's alot of unglam ones.
Especially the one of TESS MOH today.
Melissa, Hidaya (?), one of the exhibition guide was laughing like mad.
PHOTO OF THE CENTURY MAN.
&there's this angmoh couple who's photo is damn niceeeeeeeeee.
Okay, I shall post it up, not sure about tess's though.

Edit - I've posted it up! :D

I'll be working cnys ):

2010-02-06T07:25:00.000-08:00

I can't laugh it off any longer.
It's getting harder and harder to smile genuinely.
I'm tired.

2010-02-05T06:54:00.000-08:00

I feel out of this world, living in a world of my own. I haven't been seeing people for like a 081913991 gazillion years and I'm happy I'm doing some catching up now.

First thing first,
My appeal failed, which means I'll be attending Temasek poly from now on. I think I'm fated to be in tp afterall. Hope I'll have a good time and know more people, since practically I'm the only one to be in tp.

Secondly, Jesslyn had started working with me at Bodyworlds yesterday. Nicholas will be joining us starting tmr. And both of them have to thank me for the job. Will be looking towards working in the future aye. Crappers united, hahahahahahahaha.

Thirdly, met up with DaveLow and AdelindTeng just now. I've finally realised how little I knew about Dave, and I fucking thought I knew him. I was so damn freaking wrong, I knew totally nothing about him, I'm sad ): Adelind makes me feel all warm and thankful when I met her. I've been thinking alot about CCKSS alot recently. I FREAKING MISS GRACEKOHKAIYING OKAY. Although you're not reading but I SERIOUSLY MISS YOU LIKE MAD, MY BFF IN SEC 1. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. &I know Adelind a little bit more today ? (: Eat, talked and went home. It's was great to catch up with people after a long time. Before going home, saw Marilyn, Yelicia and Kaixin. They were sitting outside of Mac talking. It's been sooooooooooooo long since I've seen Marilyn, my tallie HAHA!

And here I am now blogging, I'll upload the photos of Marina Barrage one day in the future. Oh, and I have my worries of working with my classmates. It just feels ... wrong ? Idk, somebody enlighten me.

Bye.

2010-02-01T06:01:00.000-08:00

THE LOBSTER.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

RED TILL DIE, MY LEGS ARE REDDER.

TILL WEARING JEANS HURTS.

AND I HATE WORK RIGHT NOW.

FUCK YOURSELF BITCH, AS SIMPLE AS THAT.

2010-01-31T07:46:00.000-08:00

Heyheyhey!

Today was so damn fun that I cannot not blog about today. I've spent today baking in the sun with yelicia and basking in the wind with kaixin. Marina Barrage is soooooooooooo much more suitable if you want to suntan compared to Sentosa lah please. I'm red all over due to the bigbig sun today. And I really mean RED ALL OVER. Especially me legs, arms and face. You can see the difference lahhhhhhhhhh, covered by clothes one is damn white, then those exposed is damn super red, and FYI it's damn painful and hot. I'm feeling super warm due to the sunburnt skin. I wanted to take photos and show howwwwww red I am, but it's night now which doesn't allow the colours to be captured properly. Maybe I'll do it tmr morning if the redness is still there. LOL, it's the first time I'm so red not due to netball. My parents was like: Woah, how come you can be red until like that when not playing netball. Damn pro I tell you. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Kay, enough about the sunburnt. But it's really damn red :X Was actually quite sad and disappointed this morning cause Abi told us she couldn't make it due to school work, which is like so sad. I miss her ): And Kaixin can only meet us after 4.30pm. So today's outing is titled, "It's actually a date but an extra come along." HAHAHAHAHHAHA, it's like so cute. Okay, so Yelicia and me went to Marina Barrage first. We're like some retards as we haven't been to MB before, and I thought she knew how to go. In the end, still need me this first timer teach her how to go (I anyhow guess one). She say MB is at Habour Front, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Alr say is MARINA Barrage, of course is at MARINA bay lah duhhhhhhhh. Then bused to Dhoby and changed mrt to Marina Bay. Lot one is like FULL of people cause SHINee coming today (: Reached Marina bay followed the directions in the MRT station to shutter bus to MB. Walked like damn long under the HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT sun, we're like going to melt and not even knowing if we walked in the correct direction when a sign says : Temporary busstop 125m ahead. WAHLAO, NEED WALK ANOTHER 125METRES.

Okay, then reach MB. You know got the spiral spiral thing you walk to go on top. Yes, we walked up found a place, and I walked down to buy drinks and walked up again. It's like damn freaking hot so we moved, but it's no better. AND THAT'S WHEN WE SAW THE STAIRCASE. Make me walk the spiral thingy so many times, which is like so damn long and hot ): Spent the whole day bitch-talking about people and camwhore-ing like mad. I really liked the place, the grass is really green and the sky is a really pretty blue. I also like the fluffy clouds that's floating in it. Of course, the super nice friends I've got spending the day in such a pretty place with me. We ate pasta that Yel's mum cooked, which is really really niceeeeeeeeeee. Thanks auntie! (: After awhile, Yel bth the temptation of kite flying and she went down (via the new found staircase) and bought a super cute happy face pink kite. We tried to fly the kites individually but to no avail. After that we tried to fly the kite togather and it flew really really high :D Kaixin came at around 5pm and she started eating and we flew the kite later on. And with us, the kite flew to its highest point, there's no more string for us to release and we're proud of it. After the kite flying, we began to camwhore all over again, and we got tired of it. So we sat and watch the sun set and also watch the kites fly. There're all sorts of kites in the sky, there's the octopus (which is damn cute in bright orange), the penguin (which the legs keep flapping like its running), the boat (this is nice), the green maple leave (this is like super nice) etc. There's some kind of kite fight going on later in the day when the string of different kites got stuck together and the string broke and all those pretty kites fell into trees or onto the roads.

There's a family who's damn inconsiderate, which I didn't want to elaborate because today is a happy day and I don't want somebody Idk to ruin the day for me.

After everything, yel feel like eating LJS. Bused to MB, MRT to City hall, Bused to Lot one. Ate, feeling happy went home (: I love yelicia and kaixin. Oh, yelicia say I look like KX. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, KX IS LIKE SO FREAKING THIN AND PRETTY CAN ): Kay, I'll upload the photos when Yelicia upload it on fb. I'll surely post it up man, the grass and sky are like sooooooooooosoooooosoooooo pretty :D

Work tmr ): Bye.

2010-01-28T01:53:00.001-08:00

Yoyo.
Damn sad today, first thing that happened this morning is not a really good thing. Hema called me this morning telling me that she had helped me called np and sp, asking if can appeal if you doesn't meet the cop. But both said only can appeal if you meet the cop and mer. Hais, then damn sad. Hafiz helped me double confirm with his lecturer. Thanks Hafiz and Hema. Went on facebook this morning and played farmville -.- Like some noob shit, level 6 only. Then talked to Aaron on facebook which is like damn shocking, cause I hardly talk to people on facebook, let alone for people I've just work with for like one day? Except that I've been talking to facebook these few days which is like weird for me. For example Hafiz, Thahir, Clarissa. Feels kinda weird when everybody's got msn.

Was so upset that I asked Celestine to go shopping with me. Only that I'm damn broke because I'll only be recieving the pay tmr ): So I was trying so damn hard not to spend even though I wanted to shop. But Celestine was like, Just buy, Just only. LOL, in the end bought a bag together with her. Ah, I've missed going out with her ): After that went to her house, saw dave. OMG I MISS DAVE DAMN ALOT TOO. When Dave saw me he was giving me a face like he was shocked. After that he told me he was scared as he thought he saw a ghost as he just woke up and thought that he must I'm an illusion or something. HELLO, I'M A HUMAN BEING. HAHAHAHA, after he's finally woken up, we talk alittle of when we're going out. Celestine was being impatient as she wanted her Old Chang Kee's chicken wing. Therefore didn't talk much with him. Butttttttttttt we'll talk crap next week aye :D

Ohya, I miss clara tan mei xin, darrence and THE WHOLE OF CLASS 47 (I REALLY DO ):) too. It's like sooooooo long since I've spoke to them. I miss the craps. LOLLLLL.

Ohyes, lastly. I find people who add random people that they don't know on facebook or sny other site just to boost their friend number is so downright disgusting. I just saw a girl who wrote on her wall, "Don't ask me why I add you cause I'm just adding you to increase my friend number." and she wrote to her friend, "I've got more friends than you now.". Omg, it's like damn zxczxczxc. Nvm, it's not my business also -.-

Back home, and I'm still stress over my jae posting. Hais.
Bye.

2010-01-26T02:48:00.001-08:00

(This is like the photo of the century. Must have hairstyle in 2010. I call it the pineapple hair. I found it in my com. HAHAHAHAHA, IDK WHY I HAVE IT.)

Ohya, tmr is the bigbig day people.
JAE Posting results out tmr 8am.

And I find this photo cute, this is like when I'm in secondary 2.

Ohmy, I'M LIKE DAMN ACT CUTE. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

AND I'M FEELING REALLY OLD ):

2010-01-26T02:36:00.000-08:00

I feel so damn stupid today.
Woke up early, went to body worlds, and being told today is my off day and coming back home again. This is like the damn stupid thing lah.

Talked with Mdm K on facebook, damn funny.

6:26pm Khamilia:
Alo. saw ur pic
....why why the notes??? hahahaha
6:27pm Zhang :
cause study until halfway boring then take out
phone anyhow snap. LOL
act studious.
6:28pm Khamilia :
act only hor ! Sell ur notes
6:28pm Zhang :
LOL! yesyes I've got like how many files of it.
but you've given so many that it's all over the place.
6:29pm Khamilia :
yup
6.29pm Zhang :
and why are you
online nowwwwwww. aren't you like suppose to just go out of school or
something.
6:30pm Khamilia :
nope left school liao... this year not a lot of AEP
6:31pm Zhang :
): whyyyyyyy. LOL
6.31pm Khamilia :
not teaching Sec 4...
6:31pm Zhang :
Oh, okay. Jiayou and create more distinctions
:D
6:32pm Khamilia :
:(
but I don;t have u
people anymore
6:33pm Zhang :
we're only
an INTERESTING part of your teaching career, there'll be more ~ :D
6:33pm Khamilia :
:)
6:33pm Zhang :
AND WE WOULDN'T FORGET YOU, don't worry.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ~
6:33pm Khamilia :
awwwww (sob
sob)
6:34pm Zhang :
so you
better don't forget us too :D
6:34pm Khamilia
:
u so tall - how to forget u
6:34pm Zhang
:
LOL! Ya where's the prom photo i took with you and abi~
6:35pm Khamilia :
oh yah hor
....
6:35pm Zhang
:
yesssssss, that's like damn cool, i think lah. kena sandwich by me
and abi.
6:35pm Khamilia :
hmmmmm shall delete
it hahahha
6:36pm Zhang
nooooooooooo ~ LOL.
- - -
&Surprisingly, Hafiz is someone I can talk to.

2010-01-25T05:42:00.000-08:00

HELLO, I'M SAD TODAY.

DO I LOOK SO OLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD, I'M JUST MERELY SIXTEEN YEARS OLD PLUS FOR GOD SAKE! I was at the counter today when a secondary school boy called me AUNTIE, WTF?!

KAY BYE, I HATE YOU ):

2010-01-22T19:02:00.000-08:00

This is the first time where I felt happy being sick.
BECAUSE I CAN SKIP WORK, I TELL YOU I DAMN HAPPY.
:D

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I've known so much about human's behaviour since yesterday.
Humans are such zxczxc creatures, seriously.

2010-01-21T19:15:00.000-08:00

Yay, photo of the dayyyyyyyyyy.

THE BODY WORLD STAMP SO COOL.

GLOWS UNDER THE UV LIGHT!

Today's work was okay.

Didn't spent much time working, I spent the whole day talking to Carmen. LOL, yes slacking the whole day man. Just nice she's working at the Bodyworlds counter. Keep talking about random stuff but got one part is damn funny - Carmen's : "I find him damn cute" part. HAHAHAHAHA, she was like practically in tears lah. I couldn't really remember what we talked about since the topics are like all over the place. I kept playing with her scanner and the stamp, damn nice leh scan the tickets, FUN! She offered to go take the application form for science centre with me after work. But due to the peanut who kept me from going off work on time, she went to Omni to find Kelli first. Ohya, yesterday only 2 people working nia, how to work. Like shyt. Then he keep drag drag drag -.- After that he ask me go first, SHOULD HAVE SAID EARLIER MA, WASTE MY TIME. Okay, then went Omni find her. Since Kelli was like in charge of the ride thingy, you know the airplane with only the head then you go in will shake shake shake one -.- I went in alone, damn scary. Cause got repeated music, Carmen also scared repeated music LOL. Then, like trap inside, and the showing is of ice berg which is like boring until like siao. Last time one nicer, dino! Finished and went out, they were talking about the sunday people thingy which I didn't catch any and I think Kelli doesn't want me to hear, I think. Then went off to take the application form, Carmen went to punch out. YAY, NEW JOBZXC WITH UBER GOOD PEOPLE (I hope).

Kay, whole thing in one paragraph, damn nice. LOL, kay bye.

2010-01-20T04:53:00.000-08:00

(Yes I know, uniform sucks and the hair also sucks. LOL)

I feel like shyt right now.

-

DAY ONE OVER! 3MOREDAYS ):
OH, AND I KNOW CARMEN'S EMAIL LIAO.
HAHAHAHAHA, I'M A PRO.
AND I SOUNDED WRONG, WHATEVER -.-
BYE.

2010-01-19T05:58:00.002-08:00

When I thought everything is going to be okay,

everything just turn worst.

What am I to do.

I'm really lost.

): ): ):

2010-01-19T03:21:00.002-08:00

I'm sick, I'm tired, I'm angry, I'm sorry, I'm sad, I'm everything.
People should really know one's limit.
Because when one reached his limit, he would be really dangerous.

Which is the state that I'm in now.
I've smsed my manager to quit my job.
I've good colleagues from sunday and seriously sucky colleagues on weekdays.
I've an okay manager for my 7days. I've known a girl who worked at the science centre called Carmen today. I'm sad that I couldn't be friends with those who I've knew recently and I'm happy that I didn't need to see those undesired faces anymore. If anyone knew someone called Carmen from Yuhua pri, this year 17yrs old. Tell me her email. Hahahaha! But it's not sure that I'm quitting, I haven't gotten an okay from my manager. I'm sorry because I feel bad for quitting and also for quitting through sms. I'm feeling sorry because I feel sorry for the people who like to bully newcomers to sastify themselves which I'm so sorry I'm no pushover. I'm sad because I couldn't see my good colleagues and carmen and the one malay auntie who works in science centre which I didn't know her name (she's really good, although I didn't really talk to her like how I talked to Carmen. But she will always ask if I had already eaten, and she feel for me when I'm like working alone.) and the cafe rocks auntie and uncles although their food sucks.

It's been so long since I've cried this terribly.

2010-01-18T06:19:00.000-08:00

HI,

Conclusion for todayyyyyyyyy :

1) Collected my stuff at Sengkang today :]
2) Went bowling with Abi, Kaixin, Alvin, Amirul, Eugene Ng and people who Idk the names.
3) Went to Lakeside for Kaixin's brow threading, but the woman not there -.- (tsktsk, make me walk so long)
4) Went Causeway Point to get my ear RE-pierced. Idk pierce how many times alr loh, keep closing. Who's fault is that, yes the DM's fault. Keep confiscate my earrings zxczxczxc.
5) Bused home blog and sleep.

SO YES, I HAVE NO MORE TIME TO BLOG SINCE I WANNA SLEEP. THERE'S LIKE THE SUPER BORING PLUS TORTURING CUM MAKE ME SUFFER JOB TMR WITH THE PEOPLE I SERIOUSLYYYYYYYYYY DON'T LIKE.

I can't wait for thursday to come, my standby day. MAKE SURE NOTHING GO WRONG THAT DAY. PRAY! OUTING WITH KESSSSSSSSSSSS :D

OKAY, ABOUT THE JOB AND OPEN HOUSES AND TODAY MAYBE NEXT TIME THEN BLOG. Oh, and did I say I'm going to post photos from outing with KX and Abi, kay next time. I just realised something, my blog is too wordy. HAHAHAHAHA. I'm trying damn hard not to make this a dead blog AGAIN. LOL!

Kay, goodnight ):

2010-01-17T07:46:00.001-08:00

WARNING, MAD WOMAN TRYING TO TALK BUT HER LANGUAGE SUCKED AND THE PARAPHRASING ALSO SUCKED. ANYWAY, EVERYTHING SUCKED, IF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND IT'S OKAY, CAUSE I DON'T UNDERSTAND IT MAYSELF. AND OH, WHY AM I TYPING IN CAPS ? BECAUSE I LOVE TO TYPE IN CAPS, AND MOST PEOPLE KNOW THIS IF THEY TALKED TO ME IN MSN. HAHAHAHAHA :]

Heya~

My laptop got that knsknskns problem again. If you know me you'll know what it is. Hah, that's right. Stuck keys and it totally sucks. MY KEYS ARE NOT STUCK. FYI, the number "one" on my laptop keep auto typing itself, like some spirit or something typing it for you. And the point is, when this happen you couldn't type "one". Which is like damn irritating.

Okay, and I said I was going to sleep at ten thirty. Yes, you didn't see anything funny. XYZ going to sleep at ten thirty PM which is like miracle for someone who sleeps at about 6am to 7am in the morning. Thanks to the kns-boring-until-siao-and-more-kns job that I had, I had to wake up at 7am and sleep by ten. And why am I typing ten in alphabets bring me back to the first topic which is that MY KEYS ARE STUCK. F THAT.

&If you find me vulgur, I'm sorry. I'm proud of myself for not saying vulgur for like a gazillion years, so don't mind me if I do on the blog. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Kay, I'm getting mad. Oh, which bring us to the next topic. PEOPLE AGREE THAT I TALK LIKE A MAD WOMAN. I'm sorry if I talk like a mad woman cause that's the way I am, and I think it's fun. Okay, actually this is not important. Being a mad woman is fun, actually. Hah~

Kay, work seriously suck. I've started working at Body Worlds since tuesday, I was supposed to start work the wednesday before. But I pushed it to the next week, and when I go to work there's a change of manager. Well, Idc actually. Anw, I REALLY WANTED TO QUIT THE JOB ON THE FIRST DAY BADLYYYYYYYYYYY. Seriously, but they told me only working for one week then they will give you the money. I don't wanna be free labour kay. But as time goes by, from saturday, which is like yesterday, to be precise, I find the job okay. So MAYBE I'll not be quitting, since I have nothing to do besides rotting at home if I don't have a job. So tada, you got that. Another few months of sufferings. Okay, and here I go again, procrastinating. Kay, nvm. There's one person at work today which makes me laugh till I wanna die, seriously. He is damnnnnnnnnnn blur, " Hi, what." when he was supposed to say, "Hi, how many of you together." or something like that, since you know I've got terrible memory. LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. Okay, and yesterday also got one, I said "This is your PHOTO NUMBER to view your PHOTO." My colleague thought I said, "This is your PHOTO to view your PHOTO." HAHAHAHAHAHA, THIS BOTH I SERIOUSLY LAUGH UNTIL DIE. Today the people working with me okay loh, still got talk although first day know each other only. Not like some zcxzxczcx people who gets so serious and keep reprimanding me for everything I did and I didn't do. F THEM -.- Kns, ownself slacking and eating during work still dare say me. Photographs take like kns still say me somemore. If I not new you sure die I tell you, ass. Oh and they just talk within their race and in their own language. I'm not racist, it's the truth. Damn dulan I tell you, whole 8 hours nobody talk to you, you can sian till die standing. Ohya, and the people working today also very boliao, yes VERY. Maybe you can add the word vain in also. Shall not elaborate more since it's like twelve o five which means I'm dead tired.

I'll write more maybe tmr since tmr is my off day. HI, TOMORROW IS MY OFF DAY, LIKE FINALLY~ OH FREAK, I'M SO HAPPY. HAHAHAHAHAHA, most probably going bowling with Abi and a few others. Yeah soooooooooooooooooooooo, I'll make sure I talk more about my work especially the veryyyyyyyyyy cute kids that came to bodyworld. THEY ARE LIKE DAMN CUTE, I SWEAR. Ohya, I must post about open houses with TALL-Y. Yes, I'm the shorty here. If you're wondering who's tally, it's Mal. AHHHHHHHHH, SO CUTE LOLLLLLLL~

Kay, BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
ps. and here I go again, talking like some mad woman.

2010-01-11T04:03:00.000-08:00

HI, I FUCKING PASS BOTH MY MATHS. HELLO I PASS MY AMATHS WHICH IS LIKE A WOOOOO MIRACLE. MY CHINESE FINALLY GOT A1 AND MY ENGLISH DEPROVED WHICH TOTALLY SUCKED. I SCORED DISTINCTION FOR COMBINE HUMANITIES, NEVER GU FU MDM K, AND I ALSO F-ING PASS MY PURE GEOG WHICH CAUSES PGEOG TO HAVE 100% PASS RATE, WELL BECAUSE ONLY MY CLASS IS TAKING THAT. AND EXPECTED I FAILED BOTH MY SCIENCES WHICH I'M NOT GOING TO CARE BECAUSE BUSINESS COURSES DOESN'T NEED SCIENCES ALTHOUGH IT STILL RUINS MY CERTIFICATE BUT WHATEVER. AND IDK WHY I'M TYPING LIKE THIS TOO, MAYBE BECAUSE I'M GOING MAD AS MY L1R4 SUCKED. YES, KNSZXC. MINUS 3 POINTS TO NP'S TRM. AND YES I'M GONNA APPEAL IF I DIDN'T GET IN NP'S TRM AND I'M GONNA JPASE USING NETBALL WHICH IS NOT VERY HOPEFUL BECAUSE THEIR NETBALL ISN'T STRONG UNTIL THEY WANNA LET PEOPLE IN DUE TO NETBALL. THEY WANT PEOPLE IN BASKETBALL, CANOE, CHERRLEADERS AND BLAHBLAHBLAH WHICH I CMI. OH, THEY WANT PEOPLE FOR CHINESSE DANCE. I COULD GO TRY BUT IT'S LIKE 4YEARS BACK THAT I DID THAT AND I DON'T WANNA JOIN CHINESE DANCE. SHIT IT. HAHA, KAY, BYE. WORK TMR.

2010-01-10T06:28:00.000-08:00

Hello Kitty FTW! :D

Results tmr, Work the day after next.

I need to start working harder,

I need to accept the person that I'm now.

Why am I procrastinating when I'm so blessed,

when there are others suffering yet grateful for what they have.

There's no point in looking back in the past,

as what's important lies in the future.

All I can do now is to do my best in whatever I'm doing.

And whatever results that comes back tmr,

bad or good, I'm going to accept it with a smile.

The results shows the effort that I've put in,

and there's no turning back, we can't do anything anymore.

Therefore, I'll make the best out of my score,

and choose my own future.

Because, my future is up to me.

2010-01-07T04:24:00.000-08:00

"Nostalgia is like a grammar lesson: you find the present tense, but the past perfect."

-Owens Lee Pomeroy

People seem to get nostalgic about a lot of things they weren't so crazy about the first time around. But the reality is - Things ain't what they used to be and probably never was.

2010-01-06T08:48:00.000-08:00

Hoihoi.

Oh, I just realised something.
I should be more worried about my results then losing my job.
L1R4 LESS THAN 10! PRAYPRAYPRAY!

Kay, bai.

2010-01-06T06:09:00.000-08:00

'O' LEVELS RESULTS IS OUT ON 11JAN2010, MONDAY!

OKAY, THEY JUST THROW THIS PIECE OF INFORMATION AT US.
AND THE POINT IS, MY FIRST DAY OF WORK IS ON THE 11TH TOO.
THIS IS NOT THE MAIN POINT.
THE MAIN POINT IS, I DON'T HAVE MY MANAGER'S NUMBER,
AND SO HOW AM I GOING TO APPLY LEAVE?

FREAK, ZZZZZZ.
OKAY, CONCENTRATE ONE OPEN HOUSES FIRST.

PIC SPAM LATER, ABI NEEDS TO UPLOAD PHOTOS.
DAMN FUNNY!
KAY, BAI!

2010-01-05T07:52:00.000-08:00

Trying my best to adapt still.

2010-01-04T20:28:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
HI, I'M BACK AND I'M HIGH!

Went to meet the manager today, he was really nice. Hah, cause I think I keep asking for very not possible requests. For example, he asked me if I could start tmr and I asked if I could start coming monday. He said okay, and he asked me if any day I cannot make it. And I named a day, and he say okay. And he had to give me leave on the day when results was out and he had to give me leave on chinese new year except that I said I could work on CNY.
Yeah, I know I'm a troublesome person. But hell, that's me.

Ohoh, I wanna thank Celestine!
CELESTINE LOW THANK YOU!
LOL, she's the one who pull me with her for interview as she cannot stand that I'm rotting at home every single stinky day and not working. &I'm being very irritating as I have fear for interview. YES, I'M ACTUALLY SCARED OF INTERVIEW, SCREW THAT. Because of this, she had to keep comforting me and saying that it's easy and whatever nonsense she can think of. LOL, and till this morning I'm still trying to spam her with calls and messages for help as she's being posted to Sentosa and I'm posted to Science Centre. I'm the lucky one though, heh. I'm posted to the body world, got aircon. LOL, so cool. Not like her, so hot :x

HAHAHAHAHA, KAY I GO ENJOY MY LAST WEEK OF ROTTING AT HOME. BYE :D
YES, I'M HAPPY, SHOPPING WITH ABI AND KAIXIN TMR. AHHHHHHHH I MISS THEM!!
AND I KNOW I'M TALKING LIKE ONE PSYCHO. HAH, I DON'T CARE.

2010-01-04T09:39:00.000-08:00

Today get the notice to meet the manager tmr.
What the hell, always so last minute.
I had the whole coming week planned.
And shit, what about open houses this week.

First day of work tmr and I couldn't sleep.
Feel like quitting alr, I busy then call me start work -.-

Freakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

2010-01-01T08:26:00.000-08:00

Things to get for year 2010:

1) Planner
- So that I could TRY to spend my time wisely.

2) Camera
-Seriously, my phone's pack with 2000+ photos. Isn't it time for a camera ?
Oh, if you're curious out of the two thousand, 700 is from class 37084709.

3) Money
-Without money, the above is of talk and no action. Which therefore leads me to number 4.

4) A JOB!
-The person only tells me that I'm in for part time and reply keen if interested. Replied keen, and till now no more info. Hello, I need moonlah! Gah!

:]

2009-12-31T11:14:00.000-08:00

Nostalgia.

The first thing I felt at the start of year 2010.
I've been missing them, but I didn't know what to do.
Urgh, they have been my best of friends.
Yet, I let that relationship sour due to the distance.
Although I knew what done's done.
I kept thinking, what if`s.

What if I didn't transfer,
what if this and what if that.
When you give up something, you gain something.
There's always the balance.
Yet, I'm greedy for what I had given up and what I've gained.

And seriously, I'm not ashamed to say that I really missed my Secondary one's life.
Playing with GraceKoh, Leng Wei and all. It had been fun.
&I knew alot of things had happened within the group that used to be,
but I could do nothing to help and feel her pain when I met up with her that one time in these 3 years. She've changed alot, and I know she's happy. And I'm happy for her.

Seriously, you don't know what you have lost, until you lose it.
And I took so long to see.
Maybe, I'll see her in the near future (:

2009-12-31T06:19:00.000-08:00

Waddup!

Hoho, year2010's going to come and year 2009's going to pass.
I think on this last day uf year 2009, I'm going to post something meaningful.
LET ME GET 10POINTS FOR L1R4! :D
Hah, very meaningful hor (:

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Year 2010, a new beggining eh ?

2009-12-30T08:26:00.000-08:00

Hahahaha!
I'm like KINDA getting the job ?
cause they're puting me as part time, as they said I'm starting school soon.
WHERE GOT SOON, IT'S LIKE ANOTHER 3 OR 4 MONTHS ?
Anyway, I get to work with a DSLR (:

2009-12-29T06:35:00.000-08:00

It sucked to be sick.
Gah, eat what vomit what.
Coughing my lungs out too.
Damn, stayed up the whole night.
Vomitted 3am in the morning again.
zzzzzzzz

SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

2009-12-28T04:56:00.000-08:00

Gahhhhhh, the interview sucked shit!
The interview-er damn !@#$%^&*
Go and die, and I'm damn broke now.
ANDANDAND, SOME ASS KEEP SINGING HOKKIEN SONGS OFFTUNE.
HELLO, IT'S LIKE 9PM NOW, STOP SCREAMING YOUR HEADS OFF.
IT'S NOT SINGING, BUT SCREAMING THE SONGS.
AND I CAN HEAR IT DAMN CLEARLY IN MY ROOM.
NOW THEY ARE SINGING "AI PIANG ZAI EH YA ?"
IDK HOW TO SPELL LA.
LOL, MAD ALR. PS.

I think I'm destined for mintmart.
Okay, I'm gonna go call them up tmr.
Oh, and it's nice catching up with Celestine today(:

2009-12-27T12:04:00.000-08:00

Heya!

I'm going to rant. Stop ruining Paramore's song. You suck, bitch! When I hate someone from the first impression, I always continue to hate them. Because the people I hate continue to do things that I hate. This practically refers to you! I'm the soon-to-be ANTI break-your-nose-when-you-are-swimming club president. YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU, GO AWAY. SHOO SHOO. Tell you right in your face and you still don't understand. Gah! Sucks.

Okay, I've finishing ranting. If I lose my temper, I lose. [:
Trying to watch my 2nd round of YAB slowly. One day one episode. Although I go damn slowly, it's going to finish again ): I'm at episode 13, ah! 3more to ending ):
Starting to watch Prince Of Tennis (POT) AGAIN. Yes, again. 4th time. Hah, it's a nice show loh, Abi reminded me about it today during msn, cause she's trying to watch it too (: Confirm nice :X I still remember the time when I team up with Chaoyan against I-forget-who and we're trying to use the tennis moves in POT during badminton. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, IT'S REALLY FUNNY. She used Ryoma's "Twist Serve" and Momoshiro's "Dunk Smash", whereas I tried Tezuka's "Tezuka Zone" and Fuji "Higuma Otoshi". Oh, and I like his name. Fuji Syusuke. Heh, I don't care if I sound like an uber anime nerd. Of course, cannot make it. EPIC FAIL! LOL!

Intervied tmr at Jurong Bird Park, wish me luck (:

2009-12-27T08:32:00.000-08:00

I can't wait for the results to come out.
Ah, seriously.

--

Friends are like balloons;
once you let them go, you might not get them back.
Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems
that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away.
Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who’s wrong
that we forget what's right and wrong.
Sometimes we just don’t realize what real friendship means until it is too late.

2009-12-23T04:32:00.000-08:00

Ohhhhhhhhh, JYH :D

Why does he look like JGS in this photo -.-

Maybe this is because I am a fool
It is okay even when I get hurt
Even when others say it is useless love
It doesn't matter because I am a fool
I was nice to you because I wanted to
I was happy for just that
If you smiled just once
I'm happy just with your smile

Until the day when her love will come
I will just stay next to her like this
Since it is a happy love for me just giving
I don't want anything else from her
I will be there whenever you reach out
I will be there whenever you call out
Without a change I will be there
Because I love you

Because it was the love you chose
Even the pain was happiness
If you look back at least once
I'm happy just for that

Until the day when her love will come

I will just stay next to her like this

Since it is a happy love for me just giving

I don't want anything else from her

I will be there whenever you reach out

I will be there whenever you call out

Without a change I will be there

Because I love you

Until the day you meet the person to protect you instead of me
For a while I will stick next to you
Because it is a happy love just looking at you
I don't need anything else
So that you can rest anytime
I will remain the same for you
Even if you leave me without goodbye
I will send you away thankfully

Because I am a fool.

2009-12-23T02:54:00.000-08:00

WADDUP YO!

LOL, siao liao ~ TMR DE TMR IS THE BIG DAY YO! Okay, not very big day. but at least I get to see people whom I have not been able to see for ages. &I've passed the offer of going to Yuling's cell group christmas parteh. Ah, it's so nice of her to invite me, though we had only got abit closer when we're graduating ): Ahhhh, I've missed her and Chaoyan. Heh, nevermind. See you guys on Boxing day yeah! :D Talking about boxing day, it's like the day after tmr and I haven't even gotten a present yet. I would bet I'm not the only one though. Jesslyn told me she's going to buy only before the party and yuling says just pick any roadside flower and wrap it up. I think the flower would die, no ? Hah, bought my ankle guards from Guardian today. Thanks mum for paying :x It cost 60odd bucks even though it's on 20% discount. RAH, expensive like siao.

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE! :D

--

I've lost contact with the world.
Someone pull me back will ya ?

2009-12-21T08:21:00.000-08:00

Heh, he's so cute! :D

I know what you guys would say,

so just shutup and let me be crazy, RAH! ):

2009-12-21T02:58:00.000-08:00

Ohhhhh, hello.
HAHAHAHAHAHA, I'm trying to blog as much as possible. Which always happens when I'm starting a new blog, not that I changed blogs every now and than, just that. Ah, whatever. LOL. Oh, and I've got to stop LOL-ing for every alternate sentence I'm typing, no matter on msn or sms. It's looks retarded. Hah, maybe I am. Another thing, I'm getting unhealthier everyday this holiday, not because I kept eating junk food. Nuh uh. Firstly, as I've said before (had I ?) my day and night are reversed and I'm always feeling terrible. Which is, not a way to go. Secondly, I could only stomach a meal a day, more than that and I'll vomit. WTH?! Lastly, I'm not drinking enough water -.- Nah, that's not it. Well maybe part of it, but I should stop getting depressed so easily. Urgh!

Enough of that, WHAT AM I GOING TO BUY FOR BOXING DAYYYYYYYYYYYY ):
I have no idea what to buy which would suit a bunch of different personalities. Damn, gonna go shopping for it soon. ANYONE WANTS TO GO SHOPPING WITH ME?! Maybe, look around Daiso. which KH will say my present no sincerity -.- I'll just buy a pen like he suggested, or maybe France flag which Amirul suggested. Heh, looking forward to boxing day though. I've never seen them for an effing long timeeeeeeeeeeee. I MISS 37084709 :D

Oh yeah, I'm having my second round of YAB! :D I sound like I'm eating or something, HAHAHAHAHAHA. I meant, I'm watching YAB for the second time. They're (TK,SW &JEREMY) hot! :D

2009-12-19T02:52:00.000-08:00

Jang Geun Suk, Lee Hong Ki and Jung Yong Hwa are HOT!
WOO, GO YAB! :D

2009-12-18T08:04:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry that my passes suck,
I'm sorry that my stepping sucks,
I'm sorry that my stamina sucks,
I'm sorry that my shooting sucks,
I'm sorry that my defending sucks,
and I'm sorry that I'm weak.
&It just sucks to be me.

--

Training today at KNC. Yeah, my passes suck, my shooting sucks, my defence sucks and of course my stamina also sucks. I'm not going to explain anymore, I'm not going to find excuses anymore, I'm just sorry that I sucked. Especially to 2 of the triplets as they had to tolerate with my lousy passes and awful timing. &I cannot believe I can't even throw a single pass properly. Fuck.

Over with the bad stuffs, on with the awesome stuffs. Had gift exchange with the team today. Some ass came up with the rules and regulations. The presents have to be below $8, NO stationaries, stuff toys, food, towels, cups, water bottles and have to contain the colours red, green and white. Swap and stuff, ate and went for training.

Jeannette (I didn't get her name wrong this time! :D) sent Clara, Elaine and me back home. Hell yeah, I've missed her ): Maybe going over to the flee which she would be taking part in on Sunday. Just a maybe.

And yeah, Clara get well soon aye!

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Congrats to Clara Tan Mei Xin and DC's brother for passing their N Levels! :D:D:D Talking about DC, I was so bored last night/this morning that I played 9128735471 rounds of msn UNO and 2 rounds of Reversi with him on MSN. Out of the 98765432223 rounds of UNO, I only won one. Stupid computer players, make me lose like shyt. Reversi was a draw with one win each and I stopped the game as REVERSI MAKES MY HEAD HURTS. Use too much of my already limited braincells. Went to maple and he gave me 1/3 of his maple 'cai can'. HAHAHAHAHA, rich siol.

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I really didn't know what to do. Teach me, will ya ?
I had to give up, give up on what's not possible for me anymore.

2009-12-17T09:31:00.000-08:00

Saw this today on Chloe's blog.

Ah, so sad yet touching ):

"Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"

Tree:
The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees. Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U. There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't have outstanding charm. She is just a very ordinary gal. I like her. I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me. I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her. I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years. She watch me chase after gals, and I have make her heart cry for 3 years. She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director. When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes was swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something. I watch her cry for an hour or so. My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes was filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever happened. I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers. When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together. I know whose the guy. He has been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school. I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her. When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it. It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breath. Wanted to shout but can't. Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too. During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then. It says "Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"

Leaf :
During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemon. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 mths. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness. But after a mth, he got together with another gal. I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time, my heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love. If he don't like he, why does he treat me so well. It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him right? Despite that, I still want to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me. It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years. Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me. Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.

Wind :
Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him. One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note. The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left. Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to me my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell. During the moment when she opens the door. I hugged her tightly. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay...

2009-12-16T09:06:00.001-08:00

Yay, I love Yakault Original (the Red cover)!
Oh, I've drank 4bottles of it today :D
Hah, okay random.

Where the hell can I get something which is not towels, water bottles, cups, food, stationaries and stuff toys. Under $8 and contain the colours green, red and white?!
I'm gonna die! Urgh!

Bye!

2009-12-11T07:49:00.003-08:00

I feel that I'm still not fitting it.
It's a bad sign after all the time that had past.
Am a social outcast eh?

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Went for training today. Late again (as usual), as I lost my way to the training place. LOL ._. Feel so stupid, wth. Was late for 10mins, reached Habourfront at 7.30pm. Then wanted to cab to PSA Club, but the taxi line was damn long and Xunhui ask me to take the bus rather then the cab. Went to take the bus, I stopped at the correct stop which I thought was the wrong stop and I board the bus again. I walked further and further when Xunhui called and told me that I'm at the wrong busstop. Then she ask me to alight at a busstop called bef something something community chapel and tell her which bus I took. I boarded the 166 and I called her. She told me to get down the next stop as her busstop don't have that bus. After I got down, she went to see and saw that 166 did reach her busstop. She had forgotten that one busstop may have more then one board. In the end, I board and alight and board and alight. Everyone was looking at me like I'm siao or what. Keep walk here walk there cross roads , boarding and alighting, boarding and alighting. I feel so stupid when I reached the busstop, that's the first busstop that I had stopped at. &I also feel damn stupid cause if you walk down just a little, you'ld be blind if you didn't see the court which is damnnnnnnn brightzxczxc.

Trained, and I'm lucky because I missed the hell part of training (suicide runs). Fell when I just got on court. I've learnt the technic of falling alr. Always fall on your butt, as when you fall on your butt, there's no knee for the floor to scratch and your butt have fats to cushion (LOL!) and and and for the fact that there's something between your butt and the floor - THE SHORTS! yeah, I'm lame. AND I FUCKING CANNOT PLAY PROPERLY ANYMORE, MY DEFENDING SUCKS TO THE CORE MAN. Squeezed into Xunhui's car, and I meant literally squeezed. With 7people at the back 3sitters seat, 2 in the front seat and of course one in the driver's seat. Bused home and am here now eating Charsiew buns and stealing my dad's laksa (this explain why I'm so fat).

Anyway, I am not feeling very good right now. Damn it, that sentence of yours ruin my whole entire day ): I didn't know I was just being an backup plan for you, I thought I was more than that.

2009-12-09T08:14:00.000-08:00

Hello, I'm bored!
&Obviously, I'm back to blogger. Livejournal is too hard for simple-minded people like me ): This whole week went to watch the Netball Nations Cup at Tpy Sports Hall. Mostly alone, but there's time when I found Kelly from Serangoon Sec there. And I found out Xiaofei was a REDintern for photography ? Also saw Celestine with her boyfriend. Talking about Celestine, anyone want to play match ? :D:D:D Ohya, back to Tpy sports(Darn far, Wth), had really exciting matches going on. For example, Singapore VS Malaysia, Singapore VS Scotland, Singapore VS Northern Ireland. These matches are real tense, ending each quater with draw scores.

Really looking forward to weekly Clique trainings too. Firstly, because I need to run around and lose weight (LOL!) Secondly, because I have nothing better to do. Thirdly, I want to play netball but I don't want to run. (I don't like to run either) Next, I don't know where the hell is PSA (&idk what it means) which is where this week's training will be held instead of Kallang Netball Centre (KNC).

Okay, wth.
Blogging is boring too. I'm out of here.
Seeya.

-Xy.